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I was bored, so I tried to sleep, and I started thinking Bad Thoughts because I was worrying about benefits and then I was thinking about breaking things and preferably myself and wound up pretty close to screaming and now I am back online attempting to distract myself and not be bored and not go near sharp and/or hot things for a while.

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*twitches*

agh

once the house is empty I will go to the shop and get food and then I will make a phone call or two and then perhaps I will come back here and try sleep again or perhaps I will go to the flat and do stuff

*twitches some more*

it's the caffeine. and the boredom. or something. dunno.

argh