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Oh God... I think I'm actually deliberately not studying. I'm sabotaging the whole thing. And my sleep patterns are so fucked, and...... I can't believe I'm doing this. I'm going to fuck up so bad, and I don't want to, but I don't know what I want and I don't know what the fuck I'll do with the mediocre degree I'll get if I manage to pull my head together and. Shit. Shit shit shit.
Going to sleep for a bit then get up and work and go buy food and work some more. Really.
Shit. I'm so fucked.
Going to sleep for a bit then get up and work and go buy food and work some more. Really.
Shit. I'm so fucked.
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It was just that I'd stayed up half the night reading fic, and I've done a lot less studying than I meant to, but. Yeah. And it's no use being clever if you've barely even read the notes. But. No, I'll be fine. *nods emphatically*