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[kbk]

Oh God... I think I'm actually deliberately not studying. I'm sabotaging the whole thing. And my sleep patterns are so fucked, and...... I can't believe I'm doing this. I'm going to fuck up so bad, and I don't want to, but I don't know what I want and I don't know what the fuck I'll do with the mediocre degree I'll get if I manage to pull my head together and. Shit. Shit shit shit.

Going to sleep for a bit then get up and work and go buy food and work some more. Really.

Shit. I'm so fucked.

Comments

[khalinche.livejournal.com]

Thinking you're going to fuck up really badly is the number two cause of fucking up really badly, after not studying. Please don't believe it. You're dead clever. I wish I could help calm you down in some way.

[edithmatilda.livejournal.com]

What about when you do both? *howls*

It's also a crap plan to hand in essays with the words "Sorry it's terrible, I was menstruating". But only in humiliation terms. Anyway, Women Bleed etc. etc. etc.

[kbk]

Thank you...

It was just that I'd stayed up half the night reading fic, and I've done a lot less studying than I meant to, but. Yeah. And it's no use being clever if you've barely even read the notes. But. No, I'll be fine. *nods emphatically*