![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
Entry tags:
Malcolm Reed is a pervert.
Well, he is when I write him. See, I started writing this thing, got a bit stuck, asked ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
nostalgia_lj, kind of but not really took her advice, and ended up with this fic which has him... well, that would be telling.
But there's a moment where he reminds himself not to think too much about phase pistols. Because obviously they turn him on.
OK, so I guess most of why I'm upset isn't that he's perverted - it's all perfectly natural (well, apart from that moment) - but rather that, y'know, I wrote this. I still think of myself as relatively pure.
and I just realised I missed my anti-d's for the second day in a row. buggery.
will work tomorrow. honest. well, depending on when I wake up and all that.
ohshitohshitohshit excuse me while I panic because I am going to fuck up my entire life by completely failing this semester and... aargh. never mind. at least I can write stuff like this.
nostalgia_lj, kind of but not really took her advice, and ended up with this fic which has him... well, that would be telling. But there's a moment where he reminds himself not to think too much about phase pistols. Because obviously they turn him on.
OK, so I guess most of why I'm upset isn't that he's perverted - it's all perfectly natural (well, apart from that moment) - but rather that, y'know, I wrote this. I still think of myself as relatively pure.
and I just realised I missed my anti-d's for the second day in a row. buggery.
will work tomorrow. honest. well, depending on when I wake up and all that.
ohshitohshitohshit excuse me while I panic because I am going to fuck up my entire life by completely failing this semester and... aargh. never mind. at least I can write stuff like this.