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[kbk]

Oh fuck ow. It's not bad, but I can't sleep, and I can't think, and I don't know how to make it fucking stop, and I want to hit things but that would be actively inconsiderate of me. I can't fucking concentrate I don't fucking want to I want it all to stop I want a fucking sedative I do'nt know what I want but I ain't getting it. I want a silent computer. I want a brain. I want out. I want out. I want out.