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she wrote.

about 1750 words, actually. most of them crap.

I did write around four hundred just sitting with my eyes closed, letting it flow, letting it go, and it's in that sort of style, just rambling and thinking and getting choked up and letting it out, letting it go and it's there and it's me but it's him as well, I think, some of it just feels almost right, like I'm getting him, except I'm probably not, but I now have nearly four thousand words of Krycek POV that aren't really going anywhere. Oh. Massive. Joy.

And I was supposed to work. Damnit.

Going to bed now. Honest. Really, really need to.

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she washed her face and brushed her teeth and cleared the junk off her bed...

then she turned the computer back on and wrote another 900 words.

so she is now approaching 5000 in the fic-that-is-not and why the hell can't she write this much this easily when it's stuff she actually wants to write?

and she didn't put her glasses on until she went on the internet, so that's... something. perhaps.

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I wrote 300 more in my EM2 lecture (which is the one I'm already pretty sure I'm going to fail, so I really ought to be paying more attention) and I'm still writing and why the hell is this thing just coming out like this? I mean, it's crap, but it's going down on paper. Or screen. Um. Anyway.

In other news, I can't seem to get into the WebCT environment that contains most of the organisation for another of my courses, and has a copy of the essay I'm supposed to critically evaluate by next Wednesday. Dammit. Also my grades for said course, discussion on said course, details of weekend trip which class of said course will be taking... I'm quite worried, really. I'll have to see if it works from home. Right now I'm sitting in the computer classroom in the Physics building. I have to hang around because I have a programming class upstairs from 2 till 5.

going to do some reading, do some writing, yawn a lot and try not to freak out. sounds like a plan to me

semi-gratuitous icon post

nostalgia_lj made this for me. she is fab.

also - just broke 7000 words in the fic-that-is-not, though it seems to be developing something of a plot, which is somewhat worrying for me. except it's not really plot, it's a back-story. which is not entirely convincing. but it's really hard to make a convincing one for Krycek because they used him in so many different contexts. and. yeah.