smoking

I nearly bought cigarettes the other day. I keep telling myself I will not start smoking, but... nearly.

Pros:
It fits the image.
I like the smell.
It would give me something to do while waiting.
I'm surrounded by people who do.
Um...

Cons:
That's a stupid reason.
Ditto.
Ditto.
Ditto.
It costs muchly.
You have to go up to the woman at the counter and ask for them.
Both of my grandmothers died from smoking-related disease.
Yadda, yadda, bitch whine can't be arsed...

But I want to. I just... I want to. I'm not going to. Really. I just have real trouble with temptation. That's why I'm not going to start, because I'd never be able to stop. I'm not entirely stupid, thanks.

But I can't think. Dammit.