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Aug. 7th, 2004 06:57 amI should go upstairs and later pretend I was sleeping.
I should go upstairs and sleep.
I'm going to be all fuckedupmoodswingy for seeing people, and yeah, they know I do that, but I kinda wanted to be all, "hey, am not (entirely) the psycho you knew, am cooler and fitter and more adventurous and shit," but that ain't gonna happen.
Actually. Going to sleep some. And going to post what I've been writing tonight, because it got to a nice end-line, though it's only one part and it's not long at all and I don't know where the fuck it's going if it's going anywhere. But still. It's reassuring that I haven't entirely lost the ability to write, though I think the things I've been thinking about writing are just too big or too intense or too something for me to write, at least right now, because I'm reading a hell of a lot and just not... if I read too much then I fill up my brain with all these other characters and other people's brilliance and I don't have room to create, which sucks, but the reading is so good... Anyway. Sleep.
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I should go upstairs and sleep.
I'm going to be all fuckedupmoodswingy for seeing people, and yeah, they know I do that, but I kinda wanted to be all, "hey, am not (entirely) the psycho you knew, am cooler and fitter and more adventurous and shit," but that ain't gonna happen.
Actually. Going to sleep some. And going to post what I've been writing tonight, because it got to a nice end-line, though it's only one part and it's not long at all and I don't know where the fuck it's going if it's going anywhere. But still. It's reassuring that I haven't entirely lost the ability to write, though I think the things I've been thinking about writing are just too big or too intense or too something for me to write, at least right now, because I'm reading a hell of a lot and just not... if I read too much then I fill up my brain with all these other characters and other people's brilliance and I don't have room to create, which sucks, but the reading is so good... Anyway. Sleep.
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