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I was going to write but didn't. I finally finished filling in the form that's due on Tuesday. Paternal told me to sleep. I drank an alcopop and then I went outside and walked round the corner barefoot to post the form and also smoked a cigarette and then I was all lightheaded. Then I lay down in my bed and tried to sleep for a whole three minutes before I was overwhelmed by argh and had to get up and get cola and switch the computer back on and things. I have to do things wrt money and govt and things and I really don't want to so perhaps on Monday I will phone the woman who is my adviser thing and I will wail.

I am hoping music and fic will cure me of the argh but I am not too hopeful especially as my old bookmarks are... somewhere that is not here. I have some, but they are not right. or something.

I want to break the world.

ETA: Two hours later, am better calmer etcetera and am going to attempt sleepage again. *waves bye-bye*