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Mar. 15th, 2004 01:11 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Ugh.
Was feeling quite bright and cheery despite three hours sleep as sun was shining and was awake early enough to check flist prior to leaving house.
Then got here. Door to classroom shut - am I early? am I late? do I look in? do I stand around and look like a total fuckwit until someone else turns up and looks in? (yeah). People exit room, I attempt to enter and nearly run straight into lecturer. Then stand back, allow others in, enter. Then tell classmate about shit from last night and get all het up and cannot fucking think. and that persists through two lectures, but the last one was all right.
still, ugh. and now is raining. and still feel a bit ill. and. and. and. stuff.
am looking at conservation holidays in Iceland - don't know if I would count as fit - suspect not. hmm. am considering.
should be doing programming. fuck that. am going to go to shops in a bit. and then home and do two tut sheets for tomorrow - yeah, right.
am fuckup. oh well.
Was feeling quite bright and cheery despite three hours sleep as sun was shining and was awake early enough to check flist prior to leaving house.
Then got here. Door to classroom shut - am I early? am I late? do I look in? do I stand around and look like a total fuckwit until someone else turns up and looks in? (yeah). People exit room, I attempt to enter and nearly run straight into lecturer. Then stand back, allow others in, enter. Then tell classmate about shit from last night and get all het up and cannot fucking think. and that persists through two lectures, but the last one was all right.
still, ugh. and now is raining. and still feel a bit ill. and. and. and. stuff.
am looking at conservation holidays in Iceland - don't know if I would count as fit - suspect not. hmm. am considering.
should be doing programming. fuck that. am going to go to shops in a bit. and then home and do two tut sheets for tomorrow - yeah, right.
am fuckup. oh well.