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just posted the old chapter at sugarquill - will show up sooner or later

is first chapter I have posted there since my beta there told me I didn't need her to keep beta-ing me. am a little scared someone will notice chapter being somewhat shit.

is somewhat ironic, though, that this big-assed angst-depression-sleepless-Harry fic was written over the summer. when I was in a much better place mentally. and sleepwise. but didn't feel like it. but obviously was since I was writing.

bad childe. no more mental problems. fic!

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so I downloaded a few clips from "Never Leave Me".
I'm annoyed.
It doesn't seem as good as "Sleeper", for starters. And then there's Buffy.
( spoilers )

so that was fun... man, I still want to write crazy!Spike. but I just can't. damn.