(no subject)

Touch couldn't be misunderstood, couldn't be twisted to mean something other than what it was, the way words could.

That's from the fic I'm currently reading, and just... I get it, I agree, but at the same time I don't because the interpretation you... that I put on a touch is often coloured by how I'm feeling at the time, what I think the intent behind it is, any associations I have with other people touching me that way or that person touching me a different way... Taking it to an extreme, the abuse victim that can't bear to be touched by anybody, no matter how unthreatening, no matter how gently.

Oh, who am I kidding? Personal. I don't like being touched but at the same time I crave contact. I'm fucked up. Bite me.

Oh, fun thing shown to me by nostalgia_lj - Lost In Translation turned the opening quote into this:

_ contact to be able not to be defective included/understood, to not only be able with average ruotato being something, this one he to be another one, who to be, deteta, that one word that to be able to do.

Also, what the hell is up with lj changing the default? It's scary!

(no subject)

Wake me up in seven days
I'm spending this week in a dream-addled haze

meh-eh-eh. Maybe it's just the smell of paint driving me nuts. But once again my sleep patterns are seriously fucked and I have done nothing this summer and I go back to uni in a little over two weeks. Gulp.

Have recently become adddicted to msn online games, especially Collapse, though I have nostalgic feelings for Mah Johng because my mother used to enjoy it. But I was always crap at it.

Big involved dream that included a really crappy school attached to an all-right college, and one girl got turned straight by it, and then I was back in the auditorium at high school and there were people from high school there, which was not good, and the people next to me were talking about ski-ing.

My. Head. Is. Fried.

(no subject)

Shorted out the whole house by plugging in a lamp I didn't know was broken. While parentals were out. But I spotted that the circuit breaker was down, flipped it back up, everything was fine. Still.

Going to get a beer and watch more telly.