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Oh God... I think I'm actually deliberately not studying. I'm sabotaging the whole thing. And my sleep patterns are so fucked, and...... I can't believe I'm doing this. I'm going to fuck up so bad, and I don't want to, but I don't know what I want and I don't know what the fuck I'll do with the mediocre degree I'll get if I manage to pull my head together and. Shit. Shit shit shit.

Going to sleep for a bit then get up and work and go buy food and work some more. Really.

Shit. I'm so fucked.

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Hee.

15/19, though I may be pushing it - probably only 12 or so.


Ooh. Had this big weird dream in which I had died but got to come back for a day. I was also hanging out with nuns, for some reason.

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Also, link I promised Mim at some point. Is commentary on FOTR by Chomsky and Zinn. Is quite amusing.

I feel guilty for not really knowing the theory behind it - i.e. not having read anything by/about either of them - but oh well. I'm not a bloody Arts student, after all.

God, I really ought to work...