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ugh ugh ugh. I am bleeding, and just had to chuck a pair of knickers. ew.

I am nervous about tomorrow. Very nervous, actually, and it's just going to get worse, and I do not want to go down and eat dinner with the parentals who will either ask about that or about what I've done today, which is fuckall. As usual.

It's raining and disgusting outside, and I feel disgusting inside, and. agh.