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Dec. 6th, 2006 01:23 pmSo today I fucked up bigstyle. First I failed to get up, so I was late going to the presentation session, and then I didn't even get into the room, and I was sitting outside crying, and I went to the door and did "I'm sorry I can't I really can't" and ran off to the toilets. So now I have to email to sort out a time to do it solo, and apologise to my group, and such.
I just. God. I really thought I could do this. And then last night I stayed up ridiculously reading mediocre fic and then of course was the waking and panicking and I just, god. I want to pretend the world doesn't exist, so. I can do those emails fine then forget it all until tomorrow when I will probably have the fun of talking about it at group, grr.
I just. God. I really thought I could do this. And then last night I stayed up ridiculously reading mediocre fic and then of course was the waking and panicking and I just, god. I want to pretend the world doesn't exist, so. I can do those emails fine then forget it all until tomorrow when I will probably have the fun of talking about it at group, grr.
