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[kbk]

omg *relief* got moneys yay. of course now feel guilty because I'm sponging off paternal for most of what I actually need - everything but beer, chocolate and bus fare. well, pretty much.

So I went to the charity shop and apologised for not going in yesterday, and I went and deposited the cheque (and dammit, it feels like a lot of money but I already owe over half of it) and I went to the shop and bought beer and cake and cigarettes (because I finally finished the pack I brought back from Mexico in stress of y'day and today.) Ooh, my hands are jiggling, that's exciting.

Fill in form, that's what I have to do. Then if I get on the CELTA course and if I get my head sorted out a little then I might be able to get a job in China or something and fuck the debt I don't actually care. I'll just wait for somebody to die and leave me money. Or, of course, fame and fortune as a novelist. Yeah. The first is actually more likely; and that is, not at all. Whateva.

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[kbk]

True. Very true. Maybe she can be a grad student. Or pretending to be. Though that might require me bluffing crap about whatever she's a student of. Because she may be an extroverted lesbianized version of me, but I don't need to make it obvious.



The first time Rachel actually gets close enough to Hotass to speak to him is at Salieri's place. Rachel is fairly wasted, which might explain why she points at the boy (he may be a few years older than her, but he's far too pretty to be anything but a boy) and yells, "You're fucking with my gay!"

He folds his arms and glares at her. "Excuse me?" he drawls; he's not drunk, but American, which Rachel thinks is probably worse, being as drunkenness is something it is possible to recover from.

"You are the prettiest man I have ever seen in real life," she states, and watches him raise an eyebrow. Dammit, that's not fair. "I like the pretty," she explains.

"I like the pretty too," he tells her, and starts to smile, which does devastating things to Rachel's knickers. She takes a very long drag on her joint and pointedly does not offer him any.

Hotass pouts, just a little, and Rachel points at him again. "You make me feel like a very bad lesbian!"



I should just go on a week-long bender and see how much crap I can write. Or, y'know, not.

[edithmatilda.livejournal.com]

"Hotass". Heh.

Rachel wins at being a pr0n lesbian.