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[kbk]

Note to self - stop reading depression-fic. especially good depression-fic. oh, and try not to press the other buttons either, cancer-fic being a notable one, uh... but depression-fic. just read one - it was a Sports Night rec and there's few enough of them around and I don't think it actually mentioned the depression so I started reading and I didn't stop and... um. just. don't know.

did, however, learn what anhedonia means.

it's just, when you find yourself identifying with something the character says near the beginning, and said character subsequently attempts suicide and gets committed, you just... y'know?