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Feb. 3rd, 2010 04:22 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kbkups and downs, ups and downs
Sometimes I think I'm doing OK, then I fuck up again and I just... agh. Today I had an appointment at the jobcentre, and I knew about it and stayed up so I wouldn't miss it; and then I checked the card and found I'd mis-remembered the time and it was already past. The 'stayed up' is because yesterday I stayed in bed until after midnight (missing a choir rehearsal in the process) for no particular reason. I actually woke up at, like, half-seven in the morning, and went 'ugh' and proceeded to sleep another ten hours, at which point I thought about getting up for choir but instead went 'urgh' and slept some more.
Monday was a good day, though. I got told that I am getting an extension of my time at Key; I was supposed to finish soon, and so had previously had a meeting with boss-lady in which I told her I had nothing to do afterwards, and she talked to me Monday and said I had been doing so well it would be a shame for me to backslide and she had wangled me an extension. Which is good! and happy-making!
I need to go to the shop for caffeine and actual food, and I need to bring the bin in. Oh, and I need to pay for the bin.
Oh. It is snowing. Usually that would be joyful and excited, but not after this winter. I should go now so I beat the people leaving work. Sigh.
ETA: I went, and I have eaten (a microwave burger, so I'm not sure it counts as proper food, but it's as close as I usually get) and had some caffeine (thus reducing the withdrawal headache) and feel better. I always forget how badly not-eating can affect me until I eat and suddenly feel a great deal better. I really ought to get organised and try actually cooking, but I am lazy, and I get bored easily, so I keep messing things up and it's just too much effort anyway. Hm, I think I will have that cake now.
Sometimes I think I'm doing OK, then I fuck up again and I just... agh. Today I had an appointment at the jobcentre, and I knew about it and stayed up so I wouldn't miss it; and then I checked the card and found I'd mis-remembered the time and it was already past. The 'stayed up' is because yesterday I stayed in bed until after midnight (missing a choir rehearsal in the process) for no particular reason. I actually woke up at, like, half-seven in the morning, and went 'ugh' and proceeded to sleep another ten hours, at which point I thought about getting up for choir but instead went 'urgh' and slept some more.
Monday was a good day, though. I got told that I am getting an extension of my time at Key; I was supposed to finish soon, and so had previously had a meeting with boss-lady in which I told her I had nothing to do afterwards, and she talked to me Monday and said I had been doing so well it would be a shame for me to backslide and she had wangled me an extension. Which is good! and happy-making!
I need to go to the shop for caffeine and actual food, and I need to bring the bin in. Oh, and I need to pay for the bin.
Oh. It is snowing. Usually that would be joyful and excited, but not after this winter. I should go now so I beat the people leaving work. Sigh.
ETA: I went, and I have eaten (a microwave burger, so I'm not sure it counts as proper food, but it's as close as I usually get) and had some caffeine (thus reducing the withdrawal headache) and feel better. I always forget how badly not-eating can affect me until I eat and suddenly feel a great deal better. I really ought to get organised and try actually cooking, but I am lazy, and I get bored easily, so I keep messing things up and it's just too much effort anyway. Hm, I think I will have that cake now.
