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Jun. 6th, 2003 01:13 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kbktoo much, too much, too much...
Stuck.
Ought to sleep, but...
Had idea earlier, wrote it, but it just... isn't good enough. And there's a thing I wrote weeks ago that just needs a little polish, and another one that I started and really want to finish but just can't, and another one that I'm writing for a challenge and another one that I wrote more weeks ago and there are ideas upon paragraphs upon things I really want to write and...
Stuck. Stuck. Stuck. And really pissed off about it.
Damn it, damn it, damn it, I want to write but I can't so I'm reading and it's so good that it's just pissing me off even more because I want to write and I need to write and I can't, except I can, I can create a competent piece, I can write stuff that's at the same level as what I wrote a year ago no problem, except I'm better than that now and I can't stand this!
Oh... gods! I am so fucking frustrated right now, and sitting here writing this is only making it worse
I should try angry music, I think. I'm not going to be able to sleep like this.
Stuck.
Ought to sleep, but...
Had idea earlier, wrote it, but it just... isn't good enough. And there's a thing I wrote weeks ago that just needs a little polish, and another one that I started and really want to finish but just can't, and another one that I'm writing for a challenge and another one that I wrote more weeks ago and there are ideas upon paragraphs upon things I really want to write and...
Stuck. Stuck. Stuck. And really pissed off about it.
Damn it, damn it, damn it, I want to write but I can't so I'm reading and it's so good that it's just pissing me off even more because I want to write and I need to write and I can't, except I can, I can create a competent piece, I can write stuff that's at the same level as what I wrote a year ago no problem, except I'm better than that now and I can't stand this!
Oh... gods! I am so fucking frustrated right now, and sitting here writing this is only making it worse
I should try angry music, I think. I'm not going to be able to sleep like this.
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Date: 2003-06-06 05:17 am (UTC)Am also stuck with the stupid wolf story. Right now it goes:
Nice descriptive bit
Really clever dialogue bit. (I'm not even sure I'm clever enough to write it).
Downbeat end bit.
I think I need to write some actual content.
Meanwhile, I've now written FIVE GO fics (it's a worrying addiction). And it remains All Your Fault.
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Date: 2003-06-06 01:28 pm (UTC)um. oh god. am far more tired than is currently reasonable, damnit, and that's apparently affecting my vocabulary.
Good luck with the wolf story.
And I like your GO fics, so feel free to keep blaming me.