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Sep. 15th, 2003 10:21 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kbkPaternal was offering me help with computing, and... I ought to take it. I ought to ask sister (um, sororal?) when I need help with physics, given that she got a first at the same fucking university. I ought to ask for help, and accept it when it is offered.
I don't want to. I hate it. I want to be self-sufficient, and I want to understand without needing to work, and. I.
Fuck.
I. Am. So. Fucking. Stupid.
Um, this is just... not good, and I'm going to go up to my room and chuck stuff in the bin, I think. I hope. If I can actually, y'know, do anything.
I don't want to. I hate it. I want to be self-sufficient, and I want to understand without needing to work, and. I.
Fuck.
I. Am. So. Fucking. Stupid.
Um, this is just... not good, and I'm going to go up to my room and chuck stuff in the bin, I think. I hope. If I can actually, y'know, do anything.
