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[kbk]

Today, I fail. I fail at everything. I am a terrible, horrible, useless person and I just. argh.

Also, I got a letter from the university disability service which made me go OMG WTF? because apparently I am to get assessed for the disabled student's allowance? which is not what I was there for at all, was for, thing, and I'm wondering if I should have gone somewhere else, but they, and I, and... huh? what? *is confused and upset and stuff*

and I have all this sodding work I should be doing, and I'm just not, and I. *flails* *fails*

Comments

[edithmatilda.livejournal.com]

I think they are just doing assessment in case you can get said thing and it should not be too horrid, would just be nice of could have and if not is not disaster. I think they are just doing it in case it helps and because it is something people might not know they're entitled to. Equally, if you were to say Arg No Fear i'm sure that'd be OK also,

[kbk]

I'll go, but I'm just... I guess it's that thing, again, of depression not being a Proper Problem. At least, not when it's mine. Which is probably a sidebar of the low self-esteem, and thus self-perpetuating. Joy.

[edithmatilda.livejournal.com]

Your gloom is a crappy external thing that has happened to you. You do not deserve it, you did not cause it, you fully deserve all the help possible in dealing with it. And if I were less far away I would also hug you at this point but alas that is not plausible what with time and space.

So there.

xxx

[edithmatilda.livejournal.com]

Also, hugs.

[kbk]

I have train tickets now. I will see you on Saturday and there can be physical hugs.

[edithmatilda.livejournal.com]

*dances*

[safetypinrosie.livejournal.com]

Stop! Get someone else to make you a massive cup of tea, complete with biscuits. Do not, I repeat NOT attempt any form of work under such circumstances! Or tidying.

I'd recommend stopping thinking altogether but then that's a state that comes naturally to me. Usually when the boss is explaining to me what I should eb doing.

also, seeing as it appears to cheer you up....*hug*

[kbk]

I had tea. And biscuits. And then I worked some.

ugh. sleeeeep.

[safetypinrosie.livejournal.com]

Stop! Get someone else to make you a massive cup of tea, complete with biscuits. Do not, I repeat NOT attempt any form of work under such circumstances! Or tidying.

I'd recommend stopping thinking altogether but then that's a state that comes naturally to me. Usually when the boss is explaining to me what I should be doing.

also, seeing as it appears to cheer you up....*hug*