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[kbk]

Today, I fail. I fail at everything. I am a terrible, horrible, useless person and I just. argh.

Also, I got a letter from the university disability service which made me go OMG WTF? because apparently I am to get assessed for the disabled student's allowance? which is not what I was there for at all, was for, thing, and I'm wondering if I should have gone somewhere else, but they, and I, and... huh? what? *is confused and upset and stuff*

and I have all this sodding work I should be doing, and I'm just not, and I. *flails* *fails*

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[kbk]

I'll go, but I'm just... I guess it's that thing, again, of depression not being a Proper Problem. At least, not when it's mine. Which is probably a sidebar of the low self-esteem, and thus self-perpetuating. Joy.

[edithmatilda.livejournal.com]

Your gloom is a crappy external thing that has happened to you. You do not deserve it, you did not cause it, you fully deserve all the help possible in dealing with it. And if I were less far away I would also hug you at this point but alas that is not plausible what with time and space.

So there.

xxx